Sabtu, 21 Juli 2012

Akhir

Dear you..

Telah kau tetapkan akhirnya, usai, dan berakhir semuanya. Perasaan yang semula menggebu perlahan reda begitu saja, seperti hujan lewat. Kau sirami aku dan menyejukkanku, namun perlahan kau pergi dan meninggalkan kekeringan begitu saja. Tak layak aku harapkan lagi semua hasrat untuk bersama, lebih baik aku hentikan dan melupakan satu demi satu kenangan, dan kubiarkan serpihan hati bertebaran dan lenyap oleh kesunyian diri. 

Ini tampaknya sudah yang terbaik, pertemanan yang semula kita jalin indah akhirnya juga akan tetap menjadi teman, tak ada cinta seorang kekasih melainkan teman. Kau teman sekarang, kini, dan hingga nanti. Jika suatu saat kita bertemu pada takdir yang berbeda, bukan lagi seorang teman, ya biarkan saja takdir itu sendiri yang bercerita nantinya. Biarkan itu menjadi teka-teki dan kejutan pada suatu waktu.

Cat

He's name is bronis

He's name is abi
Lucuuuu gak sih? hehe ini kucingnya pacar abang aku, yg coklat bronis yang putih abi. Pengen banget melihara kucing tapi gak boleh sama keluarga huhu :'(

Aksesoris


I so much like this, sweet dan I like something blink-blink :D

Rabu, 11 Juli 2012

Ketulusan

Dear you..


Mungkin kau jenuh dan mungkin juga kau bosan dengan perhatian yang bertubi-tubi aku berikan. Tapi jangan salahkan aku, semua ini hanya ketulusan, ku temukan alasan mengapa aku melakukan ini, ya.. karena aku mencintaimu. Ku mencintaimu sejak kemarin, kemarinnya lagi, beberapa hari dari awal perjumpaan kita di bangku kuliah. Memang ku sempat membina hubungan dengan yang lain, tapi entah kenapa semua kembali lagi padamu. Maaf untuk bait kata yang terkesan berlebihan dan menjijikkan. Aku hanya sedang berusaha mengejar sesuatu semampuku, dengan caraku sendiri. Jika kau tak menyukai, kau boleh berucap.. mungkin nanti baru aku mengerti bahwa aku harus menghentikan semua ini.



Fira Rahmalia Archila

I love to read and I love to write

I love to read and i love to write. Dengan membaca aku bisa banyak dapet inspirasi bagaimana menulis dan memperbagus suatu kalimat. Kalau saja aku bisa jadi penulis suatu saat nanti seperti orang-orang yang bukunya telah aku baca sebelumnya, hehehe amin o:)

Rasa, Kasih, dan Amarah

Ada rasa dibalik perhatian..
Ada kasih dibalik kata malu..
Ada amarah dibalik takut akan kehilangan.. 

Ada rasa dibalik tatapan..
Ada kasih dibalik kekhawatiran..
Ada amarah dibalik kecemburuan waktu..


Ada rasa dibalik senyuman..
Ada kasih dibalik ketulusan..
Ada amarah dibalik kesedihan..

Ada rasa dibalik kehangatan..
Ada kasih dibalik keteduhan..
Ada amarah dibalik pengkhianatan..

Hujan dan Teduh

Dear you..

Ku rapuh akan ini, ku lemah dalam menyikapi, ku terpuruk terlalu dalam. Namun kau tak dapat mengangkatku keluar dari lingkaran kesedihanku ini. Kau cuek seolah kau tak perduli, tapi "apa memang kau tak perduli akan aku?" mungkin kau memang tak perduli, aku mengerti dan tak berhak untuk menghujatmu atas ini.

Belum bisa ku sebut ini "kita" karna ku lihat kau masih begitu menikmati atas kesendirianmu dan aku tak berhak untuk memaksamu atas ini. Biarkanlah saja dulu kau nikmati hari demi hari, waktu demi waktu, musim ke musim atas kesendirianmu. Kelak jika kau membutuhkanku, aku akan selalu ada untukmu.. tidak lagi atas perasaan yang selama ini kita sebut sebagai "cinta" tapi sebagai bukti perhatianku terhadap sahabat yang dulu pernah ku damba akan kehadirannya untuk menemaniku dalam hidup dalam wujud seorang kekasih..

Kau dan aku mungkin akan tetap menjadi hujan dan teduh, kita seolah dekat dan bergantung namun tak pernah bisa untuk disatukan. Kau nikmati harimu dan kunikmati hariku.  Sejalan namun berbeda tujuan.. seperti hujan dan teduh.


Fira Rahmalia Archila

Selasa, 10 Juli 2012

Mimpi

Dear you..

Perlahan ku tenggak semua keinginanku untuk bersamamu, cukup ku tahu ternyata ini hanya mimpi yang tak kunjung nyata. Entah aku yang terlalu terbawa perasaan ragu akan sebuah perasaan yang pernah kau ucap padaku, atau juga karna memang aku yang seakan sudah buntu fikiran untuk harus melakukan apa lagi yang mambuat kau agar dapat bersamaku. 

Aku harus kuat.. mungkin disinilah puncak kesedihanku yang tak hentinya ku luapkan malam tadi, secara langsung dan cukup sadar ku tahu air mata begitu deras mengalir malam tadi, aku seakan emosional dan tak mampu menahan. Maafkan aku akan ini, aku hanya wanita biasa..

Aku sakit, aku kecewa, aku bodoh, dan sedikit ada penyesalan disini. Kenapa aku menyesal? menyesal karna telah bertindak seperti ini, yang terlalu mengharapkan akan sesuatu yang belum tentu pasti ujungnya. Sepertinya aku yang salah, jujur saja kau memang tak memperlihatkan sebuah harapan akan "kita" dalam waktu dekat, tapi aku saja yang tak henti memberikan cintaku sepenuhnya dengan perhatian dan kasih sayang yang memang jujur semua itu yang aku punya untuk kamu.

Aku harus dewasa dan mulai menyikapi ini semua dengan kepala dingin, aku bersyukur telah bertemu dan mengenalmu hingga kini. Disini aku belajar bagaimana bersabar, menunggu, ikhlas, mencintai dengan setulus hati, dan melengkapi segala kekurangan yang ada dengan sempurna.

Ku kutip dalam sebuah kalimat cinta, yang kurasa dalam maknanya, seperti ini bunyinya:
"Ada kasih sayang dibalik setiap amarah.. ada kekecewaan dibalik setiap derai air mata.. ada pengorbanan dibalik setiap ketidakperdulian.."

Andai saja kau mampu menahanku untuk tak pergi, andai saja kau buktikan semua rasa yang kau punya, andai saja kau ucapkan sebait kata "aku mencintaimu" setiap harinya, andai saja kau beri aku perhatian yang selama ini aku harapkan, andai saja kau selalu ada untukku meskipun dalam waktu tidak bersamaan. Maaf aku tidak menuntut apa apa darimu, aku hanya mendamba dan bermimpi akan semua ini, mana tau saja kau berubah fikiran dan bisa bersamaku yang tidak lagi aku atau kamu, tetapi "kita". Ternyata ini hanya mimpi yang membuatku untuk lebih berfikir jernih dan menyikapi secara dewasa. Terimakasih aku telah mengenalmu, terimakasih akan semua kenangan yang pernah terjadi, aku mencintaimu..

Fira Rahmalia Archila 

Minggu, 08 Juli 2012

Cinta

Dear you..


Apa ya yang sedang aku rasakan? apa kamu bisa menebaknya? tak perlu, biarkan aku yang menjawab.. hh aku malu, tapi.. tak ragu lagi aku mengatakannya kalau ini adalah cinta. Tak dapat kita lihat, namun ku yakin kita mampu untuk merasakan kekuatannya. Cinta ini perlahan tumbuh setiap harinya, meskipun ku tahu kau jarang menyirami, tapi tak henti-hentinya ku pupuk hingga kini dengan kesabaran yang aku punya. Aku suka kamu, aku menyayangi kamu, jika saja takdir mengizinkanku untuk mengatakan "selamat pagi cinta, aku sungguh menyangimu selamat menjalankan hari, ku harap indah" atau.. "selamat malam cinta, tak akan pernah berhenti untuk aku katakan bahwa aku mencintaimu, selamat terlelap cinta.. semoga cinta kita tetap utuh dan kekal sampai esok, esoknya lagi, dan seterusnya" pasti aku akan terus mengatakannya disetiap pagimu saat kau membuka mata dan dikala kamu akan terlelap. Indah pasti jika kita dapat bersama, namun ku serahkan semuanya pada waktu, karna aku tahu waktu adalah saksi bisu akan kita, aku tahu waktu yang jauh lebih mampu untuk menjawab karna bukan aku atau kamu yang tahu kehendak tuhan. Kini yang terpenting kau harus tahu, aku sangat menyayangimu.. untukmu kasih ku persembahkan ini.

Maroon5-Payphone(cover)

maroon5-payphone(cover) by hallofhira

Sabtu, 07 Juli 2012

Maroon5-Payphone

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

Yeah, I, I know it's hard to remember,
The people we used to be...
It's even harder to picture,
That you're not here next to me.

You say it's too late to make it,
But is it too late to try?
And in our time that you wasted
All of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick

Oh, you turned your back on tomorrow
'Cause you forgot yesterday.
I gave you my love to borrow,
But you just gave it away.

You can't expect me to be fine,
I don't expect you to care
I know I've said it before,
But all of our bridges burned down

I've wasted my nights,
You turned out the lights
Now I'm paralyzed,
Still stuck in that time,
When we called it love,
But even the sun sets in paradise

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone

[Wiz Khalifa:]
Man, fuck that shit
I'll be out spending all this money
While you're sitting round wondering
Why it wasn't you who came up from nothing,
Made it from the bottom
Now when you see me I'm stunning,
And all of my cars start with a push of a button

Telling me the chances I blew up
Or whatever you call it,
Switch the number to my phone
So you never could call it,
Don't need my name on my shirt,
You can tell it I'm ballin.

Swish, what a shame could have got picked
Had a really good game but you missed your last shot
So you talk about who you see at the top
Or what you could have saw but sad to say it's over for.
Phantom pulled up valet open doors
Wiz like go away, got what you was looking for
Now it's me who they want, so you can go and take
that little piece of shit with you.

I'm at a payphone trying to call home
All of my change I spent on you
Where have the times gone, baby it's all wrong
Where are the plans we made for two?

If "Happy Ever After" did exist,
I would still be holding you like this
[Video:] All those fairy tales are full of shit
[Album:] All those fairy tales are full of it.
[Video:] One more fucking love song, I'll be sick.
[Album:] One more stupid love song, I'll be sick
Now I'm at a payphone... 


2NE1-Clap Your Hands

The Power of Red




Cinta Semu

Dear you..

Kau seolah hanya bayangan dalam cermin, dapat ku tatap detik demi detik, namun sama sekali tak bisa ku sentuh seberapa pun berusahanya aku. 
Ingin rasanya menyudahi cinta yang semu ini, tapi entah kenapa hal ini selalu bertolak belakang dengan hati kecilku.
Aku seakan tak mengerti akan perasaanmu dan aku juga tidak tahu cara apa lagi yang harus aku lakukan untuk menunjukkan padamu bahwa aku mencintaimu.
Kalau saja kamu juga mencintai seperti aku mencintaimu, kalau saja kamu perduli seperti aku perduli padamu, kalau saja kamu menerima keadaanku seperti aku menerima keadanmu, itu mungkin akan jauh lebih mudah untukku menunjukkan sedikit demi sedikit rasa yang selama ini seolah memaksaku untuk diluapkan.
Semua terasa begitu salah, maaf jika aku memasukkan unsur genre didalamnya, aku wanita.. kenapa aku yang terlihat begitu bersikeras mengejar dirimu, padahal yang ku tahu laki-laki diciptakan untuk berburu wanita bukan untuk diburu.
Ku hela nafas panjang dan memutar otakku kembali, apa aku harus tetap mencintai dan seperti orang bodoh dihadapanmu? atau perlahan ku lepas semua unsur tentang dirimu? entahlah.. aku sendiri masih pusing memikirkan apa yang harus aku lakukan. Selalu aku katakan aku menyerah dan berhenti, tapi dengan sangat sadar juga aku selalu mencobanya kembali. 


Jumat, 06 Juli 2012

Quotes Bob Marley

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She's not perfect - you aren't either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don't hurt her, don't change her, don't analyze and don't expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she's not there.” 

― Bob Marley

Quotes Marilyn Monroe

“This life is what you make it. Not matter what, you're going to mess up sometimes, it's a universal truth. But the good part is you get to decide how you're going to mess it up. Girls will be your friends - they'll act like it anyway. But just remember, some come, somg go. The ones that stay with you through everything - they're your true best friends. Don't let go of them. Also remember, sisters make the best friends in the world. As for lovers, well, they'll come and go too. And babve, I hate to say it, most of them - actually pretty much all of them are going to break your heart, but you can't give up becuase if you give up, you'll never find your soul mate. You'll never find that half who makes you whole and that goes for everything. Just because you fail once, doesn't mean you're gonna fail at everything. Keep trying, hold on, and always, always, always believe in yourself, because if you don't, then who will, sweetie? So keep your head high, keep your chin up, and most importantly, keep smiling, because life's a beautiful thing and there's so much to smile about.” 

― Marilyn Monroe

Quotes Elizabeth Gilbert

“People think a soul mate is your perfect fit, and that's what everyone wants. But a true soul mate is a mirror, the person who shows you everything that is holding you back, the person who brings you to your own attention so you can change your life.

A true soul mate is probably the most important person you'll ever meet, because they tear down your walls and smack you awake. But to live with a soul mate forever? Nah. Too painful. Soul mates, they come into your life just to reveal another layer of yourself to you, and then leave.

A soul mates purpose is to shake you up, tear apart your ego a little bit, show you your obstacles and addictions, break your heart open so new light can get in, make you so desperate and out of control that you have to transform your life, then introduce you to your spiritual master...” 

― Elizabeth Gilbert, Eat, Pray, Love 

Quotes Bob Marley

“Only once in your life, I truly believe, you find someone who can completely turn your world around. You tell them things that you’ve never shared with another soul and they absorb everything you say and actually want to hear more. You share hopes for the future, dreams that will never come true, goals that were never achieved and the many disappointments life has thrown at you. When something wonderful happens, you can’t wait to tell them about it, knowing they will share in your excitement. They are not embarrassed to cry with you when you are hurting or laugh with you when you make a fool of yourself. Never do they hurt your feelings or make you feel like you are not good enough, but rather they build you up and show you the things about yourself that make you special and even beautiful. There is never any pressure, jealousy or competition but only a quiet calmness when they are around. You can be yourself and not worry about what they will think of you because they love you for who you are. The things that seem insignificant to most people such as a note, song or walk become invaluable treasures kept safe in your heart to cherish forever. Memories of your childhood come back and are so clear and vivid it’s like being young again. Colours seem brighter and more brilliant. Laughter seems part of daily life where before it was infrequent or didn’t exist at all. A phone call or two during the day helps to get you through a long day’s work and always brings a smile to your face. In their presence, there’s no need for continuous conversation, but you find you’re quite content in just having them nearby. Things that never interested you before become fascinating because you know they are important to this person who is so special to you. You think of this person on every occasion and in everything you do. Simple things bring them to mind like a pale blue sky, gentle wind or even a storm cloud on the horizon. You open your heart knowing that there’s a chance it may be broken one day and in opening your heart, you experience a love and joy that you never dreamed possible. You find that being vulnerable is the only way to allow your heart to feel true pleasure that’s so real it scares you. You find strength in knowing you have a true friend and possibly a soul mate who will remain loyal to the end. Life seems completely different, exciting and worthwhile. Your only hope and security is in knowing that they are a part of your life.”
― Bob Marley

Kamis, 05 Juli 2012

Curug

Now I will tell you about my memories and my friends went to the waterfall as one of the resorts with beautiful waterfall in puncak, bogor. After spending much time at the villa, we decided this waterfall is the final destination before returning home to Depok. I've thought before about what I would see later on, yap! according to the allegations, I will meet with steep slopes, lots of trees, and saw people sitting sidelines weary road. But it's very enjoyable even though it will certainly tired and stopped, then continued to walk again.

Haha and you know who is the most advanced? yaaa .. She is Prima the mountain girl wkwk peace prim :D Middle of the road me and a lot of friends on the back(it's because the others in the advance) met a small snake of red, amused, frightened, but fortunately there are Lucky to get rid of it immediately, thanks Lucky your my hero hehe :) many are also grateful for Lucky.. because you already want to accompany me on the road, stop when I asked him to stop for a moment and just go on back. Thanks for the hand grip is yes, very helpful :)















Happy Birthday Prima

Assalamualaikum bloggers. Yesterday me and a lot of friends just celebrated PYD birthday a.k.a Prima Yulivani D. not Putri Yang Ditukar hahaha both of them having the same name but surely has a different means and what i said before it's just a movie yeaa Putri Yang Ditukar *biglaugh* though who came just some friends but it's still SO MUCH FUN! absolutely me and others enjoyed the party and laugh each others *sweet* :$ by the way thanks for the treat prim haha I'm full now and they are too. After that we go to Venus for sing a lot of song for two hours. Once again, HAPPY BIRTHDAY TO YA! mwahh :*({})

the birthday cake from tulus hehehe

the birthday cake from us, tp sayang benyek -_-

he said "happy birthday!!"

topong kuenyah topong kuenyah *eh potong maksudnya haha

hem let guess for who the first slice? hihi :$

whohoo tulus got it hahaha *biglaugh*

rahmat and lucky seems like a girl and a boyfriend *sweet haha

rainbow cake just being trend, but the 1st comment, it's cute and nice!

a slice for me, nyom nyom..

thankie prim, for this! *ngunyah*

tikha with the rainbow cake :D

OMG you look like so hungry moosa haha